It's August of 2010. Where did the time go. I am amazed at how much has been accomplished this year but disappointed at how little. I have come to the realization as I sit here on this chair with no energy to move my legs and an air hose attached to my face that I have no control of my life. My life is not mine. My life is in the hands of a much higher being. It's amazing to me that one day, I can be lifting a big, giant, man eating plant in the air with a person in it and the next day, my doctor is telling me I only have 3 months to live and my body says...wow...I guess I should shut down. It's also amazing to me that faith and hope can do so much for a persons moral. Faith and Hope! I needed Faith and Hope! I found it! I found it in my daughter, Alexa's eyes as she sit quietly in the chair across the room from me while I lay on my lazy boy chair at 5:00 am watching Charmed. Not saying a word, she looks over at me, checking on me, making sure that I am still breathing. Her sweetness is so powerful to me. She is so caring in her own silent way. I found Faith and Hope in my sweet Eliza as she asks "how was your day", "how did you sleep", and "how are feeling today" or when she's not with me and she calls to say her prayers. She is very vocal about her concerns and I love that about her. I couldn't ask for two different personalities in my girls and I wouldn't want it to be any other way. I find Faith and Hope in my sweet Husband who tries so hard everyday to keep our family together and strong and to make me comfortable. I know he loves his little family and that means so much to me. I find Faith and Hope in my brothers and sisters who have traveled so far to see me; to give me strength and energy because that is what they do. Their energy flows through me and right now, energy is what I need. I have found Faith and Hope in the fact that I can make it through this from the many blessings that have been bestowed upon me. My Father gave me a blessing that was so amazing to me. My brother Mike gave me a blessing that filled me up with the most amazing spirit. My Bishop gave me a blessing all saying that I can make it through this. I have found Faith and Hope in Dr. Calzoda and Dr. Mellor. They are telling me that I can get through this. Dr. Mellor says that there are many souls on the other side helping me through this. I feel them. I feel all of those who are standing by me. My hope now is that when I do make it through this, I will be able to repay all those who helped me. Somehow, I hope I can. There's that word again, "hope". It never had so much meaning until now. My sisters are taking care of me right now and I can't express how much I love each and everyone of them. They all have something that they can contribute to my recovery and I hope they realize that I cannot do this without them. I just want to take a moment and to apologize for any unkind word or thought that was spoken towards any of them. Being sisters, I know there have been many. So sorry for any hurt I have caused. I love you all so much and am amazed at the sacrifice that you have given on my behalf. And finally, I have found Faith and Hope in my Savior and my Father in Heaven for I know without a shadow of doubt that they are with me and are guiding me and my caretakers through this. I know that I can bounce back as long as I have Faith and Hope in my the doctors who are being blessed by my Father in Heaven. My life is not mine, it belongs to my Father in Heaven who's will will be done. Thy will be done.
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- Well, school starts next week. Bitter sweet. New goals, new friends, new shoes on our feet. Don't be afraid to be yourself, don't be afraid to stand out. But don't be too loud, don't stand up and shout. Just be good, just be nice, but above all...be wise. Let's do well this year!!!!
Monday, October 27, 2008
Cancer Update.
Hi everyone,
It's August of 2010. Where did the time go. I am amazed at how much has been accomplished this year but disappointed at how little. I have come to the realization as I sit here on this chair with no energy to move my legs and an air hose attached to my face that I have no control of my life. My life is not mine. My life is in the hands of a much higher being. It's amazing to me that one day, I can be lifting a big, giant, man eating plant in the air with a person in it and the next day, my doctor is telling me I only have 3 months to live and my body says...wow...I guess I should shut down. It's also amazing to me that faith and hope can do so much for a persons moral. Faith and Hope! I needed Faith and Hope! I found it! I found it in my daughter, Alexa's eyes as she sit quietly in the chair across the room from me while I lay on my lazy boy chair at 5:00 am watching Charmed. Not saying a word, she looks over at me, checking on me, making sure that I am still breathing. Her sweetness is so powerful to me. She is so caring in her own silent way. I found Faith and Hope in my sweet Eliza as she asks "how was your day", "how did you sleep", and "how are feeling today" or when she's not with me and she calls to say her prayers. She is very vocal about her concerns and I love that about her. I couldn't ask for two different personalities in my girls and I wouldn't want it to be any other way. I find Faith and Hope in my sweet Husband who tries so hard everyday to keep our family together and strong and to make me comfortable. I know he loves his little family and that means so much to me. I find Faith and Hope in my brothers and sisters who have traveled so far to see me; to give me strength and energy because that is what they do. Their energy flows through me and right now, energy is what I need. I have found Faith and Hope in the fact that I can make it through this from the many blessings that have been bestowed upon me. My Father gave me a blessing that was so amazing to me. My brother Mike gave me a blessing that filled me up with the most amazing spirit. My Bishop gave me a blessing all saying that I can make it through this. I have found Faith and Hope in Dr. Calzoda and Dr. Mellor. They are telling me that I can get through this. Dr. Mellor says that there are many souls on the other side helping me through this. I feel them. I feel all of those who are standing by me. My hope now is that when I do make it through this, I will be able to repay all those who helped me. Somehow, I hope I can. There's that word again, "hope". It never had so much meaning until now. My sisters are taking care of me right now and I can't express how much I love each and everyone of them. They all have something that they can contribute to my recovery and I hope they realize that I cannot do this without them. I just want to take a moment and to apologize for any unkind word or thought that was spoken towards any of them. Being sisters, I know there have been many. So sorry for any hurt I have caused. I love you all so much and am amazed at the sacrifice that you have given on my behalf. And finally, I have found Faith and Hope in my Savior and my Father in Heaven for I know without a shadow of doubt that they are with me and are guiding me and my caretakers through this. I know that I can bounce back as long as I have Faith and Hope in my the doctors who are being blessed by my Father in Heaven. My life is not mine, it belongs to my Father in Heaven who's will will be done. Thy will be done.
It's August of 2010. Where did the time go. I am amazed at how much has been accomplished this year but disappointed at how little. I have come to the realization as I sit here on this chair with no energy to move my legs and an air hose attached to my face that I have no control of my life. My life is not mine. My life is in the hands of a much higher being. It's amazing to me that one day, I can be lifting a big, giant, man eating plant in the air with a person in it and the next day, my doctor is telling me I only have 3 months to live and my body says...wow...I guess I should shut down. It's also amazing to me that faith and hope can do so much for a persons moral. Faith and Hope! I needed Faith and Hope! I found it! I found it in my daughter, Alexa's eyes as she sit quietly in the chair across the room from me while I lay on my lazy boy chair at 5:00 am watching Charmed. Not saying a word, she looks over at me, checking on me, making sure that I am still breathing. Her sweetness is so powerful to me. She is so caring in her own silent way. I found Faith and Hope in my sweet Eliza as she asks "how was your day", "how did you sleep", and "how are feeling today" or when she's not with me and she calls to say her prayers. She is very vocal about her concerns and I love that about her. I couldn't ask for two different personalities in my girls and I wouldn't want it to be any other way. I find Faith and Hope in my sweet Husband who tries so hard everyday to keep our family together and strong and to make me comfortable. I know he loves his little family and that means so much to me. I find Faith and Hope in my brothers and sisters who have traveled so far to see me; to give me strength and energy because that is what they do. Their energy flows through me and right now, energy is what I need. I have found Faith and Hope in the fact that I can make it through this from the many blessings that have been bestowed upon me. My Father gave me a blessing that was so amazing to me. My brother Mike gave me a blessing that filled me up with the most amazing spirit. My Bishop gave me a blessing all saying that I can make it through this. I have found Faith and Hope in Dr. Calzoda and Dr. Mellor. They are telling me that I can get through this. Dr. Mellor says that there are many souls on the other side helping me through this. I feel them. I feel all of those who are standing by me. My hope now is that when I do make it through this, I will be able to repay all those who helped me. Somehow, I hope I can. There's that word again, "hope". It never had so much meaning until now. My sisters are taking care of me right now and I can't express how much I love each and everyone of them. They all have something that they can contribute to my recovery and I hope they realize that I cannot do this without them. I just want to take a moment and to apologize for any unkind word or thought that was spoken towards any of them. Being sisters, I know there have been many. So sorry for any hurt I have caused. I love you all so much and am amazed at the sacrifice that you have given on my behalf. And finally, I have found Faith and Hope in my Savior and my Father in Heaven for I know without a shadow of doubt that they are with me and are guiding me and my caretakers through this. I know that I can bounce back as long as I have Faith and Hope in my the doctors who are being blessed by my Father in Heaven. My life is not mine, it belongs to my Father in Heaven who's will will be done. Thy will be done.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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